Saturday, January 9, 2016

I Have Had a Thobbing Head Most of the Day

I have had a throbbing head most all day which is part of the pump head I go through daily. I sat in my chair and tried to relax and sleep. That did not happen. With my body shaking, I got up and tried to drive and do a couple of errands. That was very hard for me. Before all this pump head I could do most anything but not so much any more.

I am worn out most of the time from little sleep every night. This is also part of the pump head syndrome. I have anxiety, insomnia, irritability, headache, nervousness, tremor,and weakness. I hate the word depression as it make people think you are crazy and I am not crazy.

I am searching for natural alternatives or natural solutions to help. If any one knows of any thing that might help please let me know so I can check into it.

I know God can heal this as ALL things are possible with God. It must be God`s will and I pray God`s will be done.

I will probably write daily as what is going on in my body. The racing mind is also a big part of this pump head thing.

I have shared this with many people and no one has heard about it so its going to be interesting to hear from people who are going through this.

Please IF you have this pump head syndrome please lets talk and lets get the information out to millions of people who NEED to know about this thing.

Until next writing take care and pray.

Mary

Friday, January 8, 2016

Pump Head Syndrome

I write about this called Pump Head which occurs after heart surgery. I knew right after my 4 bypass surgery there was something wrong with me.  My personality had changed and my daughter who knows me very well noticed this. Kelly, the daughter, said "it is like someone took my mother`s soul out of her and put something else in her".

Now Kelly does not know the Lord Jesus as I do so I know no one took my soul out of me. My soul belongs to God only. But there were and are today many changes in me:  physical, mental and emotional changes.

My four bypass heart surgery happened November 10, 2012.  This happened over three years ago and I am still going through these changes. Unless you have gone through heart surgery you will not understand what I am talking about.

There are millions of people who have gone through heart surgery and they know there is something wrong with them.  Let me tell you first you are not crazy there is a problem and you need to know what it probably is.

A friend out of concern for me did research and found this name, "pump head syndrome," for me. I thought I was going crazy but praise God I am not crazy. Do your own research at least you have a name now as I do. I always called this "the thing" not having a name for it.

There is a web site you can start with www.healingwell.com. Type in "pump head" and see what comes up. PLEASE check this out for your own good.

I pray for people who face this everyday of their and me life. I will write more from time to time about this. So perhaps we can share with each other about this.

Keep checking for more news and I will check for your remarks.

We were not told about this before our surgeries. Why??

Until next time.

Mary